mandymeyer

Last week I felt like I hit the bottom! After working out everyday for 30-40 mins and eating right, I gained 2.8lbs! I was SOO mad! I felt like I was never going to be able to get over this battle, that I’ve been battling my whole life 18 years. I didn’t give up, but I didn’t give it my all these last week, but I manged to drop the 2.8lbs I gained and now I’m 200 and 1lb to being out of the 200 FOREVER!  I’ve had alot of support from my roomate and finding the strength within myself these past couple days. I’ve put notes around my apartment, just to keep me going and its my time NOW to loose weight, I’m not going to stop when it gets HARDER HARDER, this is the battle and I’m fighting.

It took about 3 months to get 10lbs off, thats after vacations and such! Which also discouraged me, because i wanted to be a certain weight or THOUGHT i would have 20lbs off by now, but im realizing its something that you cant rush and they will come off when the time is right, and im done putting a timeline on myself beause that makes me even more stressed and makes me want to eat MORE!

I hope if any of you are just stuck in that hole and have fallen, belive me pushing yourself up will be the hardest thing you’ll ever have to do, but its also the BEST thing you can do. Keep fighting the battle and in the end you’ll get the victory!